Category: writing

  • working hard or barely working

    loading complaint…

    i’m going to keep it a buck 50: i fear that this job is beneath me. not in the sense that it doesn’t matter—i adore being able to work in a project targeting increasing the acceptance of queer people but…well…it kinda sucks!!

    ive been sitting on canva all day, like usual. mind you: i have a masters from nyu and will start my phd this fall. so very much not utilizing me as the employee i am. that’s not even to mention the fact that…well, i dont think this organization should be the one hosting this program under this grant. these things need to be housed in organizations specifically targeting queer individuals, not one that relegates all queer services to a dingy office in brooklyn…

    idk…i guess i just feel stuck. the pay is also fucking ASS!! i make money thank god but it ain’t shit for the amount of education i have. ugh. whatever. ill just suck it up and keep it pushing!! besides, come july, im OUTTA HERE‼️

  • re-awakening

    ~~hello~~

    apologies for the absence. i began my full time job (what i’m calling my “waiting room job”) on september 8th, and since then i’ve gone to work and come home everyday like a little zombie…

    the good news is ive officially been accepted to a phd program!! uconn, to be specific. i interviewed with upenn last week as well. hazaah!!! after i commit to a school, ill do a full write-up examining the process i took spending the last 5 years preparing to enter a program.

    for now, i want to leave you with the news that i have, officially, switched to apple music.

    also, our country is falling apart and im scared. what a time to be alive…

    MY KOREAN IS GOING WELL, THOUGH!! 파이팅!! 한국어를 배우는 정말 재미있어 ㅇㅅㅇ

  • forgetfulness

    good morning,

    it’s 6:27am right now and im about to start getting ready for work. ive been wanting to post here for the past week, but i keep finding myself hesitating. why?! i should just feel happy to post!

    i think i will soon add a section on my cd collection to this website. theyre so important to me and, honestly, it gives me something to write about. maybe ill also share some of my current writings ive been doing for my story. my mother is pushing me to publish (for money), but i need to finish it before i can even think of that.

    now i need to get up and shower. today’s another day at work, so i gotta get to it. feeling free releasing myself from the feeling that everything i do here must be orderly. it’s my website. let me have some fun!!

    oh yeah, and it was persephone’s birthday this past friday on the 26th! my familiar is 3 now! hooray!!